FOR NOW

HMM I have been perusing a lot of blogs lately... and I ran across a couple blogs that had a UTUBE video on them. This video was of a woman talking about being FAT.. and though she makes a wonderful statement to accept yourself and live in the moment.. I still say that those of us out there who want to make certain changes have to plan for the future... Living in the now is great.. and that is how we should all live life.. but planning for our future.. healthier, stronger, and better.. well at least to me that is very important.. why not strive for me instead of saying.. just I am okay how I am.. I also thought about another post that I read .. about a woman amazed that she was able to cross her legs.. she knew her thinner friends would have no appreciation for that.. yet to her it was amazing.. I can so relate.. when you suddenly do something that either you have never been able to do or that it has been a long time since you could do that ... and everyone else around you who is thinner just takes those movements for granted.. well.. when you FINALLY do that simple thing it is amazing.. it is a sign that says you are either almost there or you have arrived.. that is the coolest.. and I have great appreciation for that feeling.. I am looking forward to that feeling myself.
Still battling the tooth pain.. called my internist today for both Steve and myself.. he is still sick.. and the oral surgeon said to call my internist should I still have pain .. he thinks I have an underlying infection.. EXCUSE ME!!!!??? what??? you mean I had a tooth pulled.. with out knowing if I Had another type of infection that may have been causing the excrutating pain in my jaw and tooth in the first place????? WHAT .. I just do not understand.. is it up to me... to know if I have a secondary infection and get that checked is is SOME Doctor ie the endodontist I saw last monday.. or the oral surgeon suppose to reccomend I go see the internist before I have the DAMN TOOTH PULLED>. GEEZZZZ... this just gets worse each day.. hopefully my corner will turn soon... SOOOOOOOOOO .. For Now I am leaving you with a list.. I like lists.. I have seen them on Many blogs.. and I am introducing my
FOR NOW LIST

FOR NOW:

I WILL BE PROUD OF MY ACCOMPLISMENTS THUS FAR

I WILL CONTINUE KEEPING MY FOOD LOGS ON CALORIE-COUNT.COM AND I WILL WORK TOWARDS MY GOAL OF EXERCISING

I WILL FIND OUT WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN MY FACE AND WHY I AM STILL IN SUCH PAIN

I WILL NOT THREATEN EVERY OBJECT, PERSON OR PLANT OR ANIMAL WHEN I SNEEZE BECAUSE THE PAIN FEELS LIKE MY JAW IS GOING TO BLOW OUT OF MY MOUTH

I WILL BELIEVE THAT I CAN REMAIN IN CONTROL OF MY FOOD INTAKE EVEN THOUGH EVERY THING ELSE SEEMS OUT OF CONTROL

I WILL CONTINUE TO BANISH THE WORD DIET OUT OF MY LIFE

I WILL HAVE FAITH THAT TIME WILL HELP ME FEEL BETTER

I WILL CONTINUE TO GET SMARTER AS I GET OLDER

I WILL MAKE WHATEVER CHANGES NECESSARY TO BE HEALTHY

I WILL CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IN EACH OF YOU AS YOU FIND YOUR WAY TO A HEALTHIER YOU

WISH ME WELL
WISH YOU WELL TOO
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