AS OF FRIDAY 5/ 15/2009 HEALTHY HONI IS HEADING TO THE BIG BLOGOSPHERE IN THE SKY... PLEASE FOLLOW ME AT MY NEW BLOG ( YEAH ONCE A BLOGGER ALWAYS A BLOGGER ) http://honihasmomentum.blogspot.com/
I decided a change of space was in order..
I talked to my husband last night and he wanted assurance that I was going to lose weight this time.. he worries.. and I know that.. but I cant really assure anyone until I can assure myself of my own success and the only way that is going to happen is when I see success at least beginning...
He said I should not blog about it because I am basically making a fool out of myself since I am not losing any weight and basically gained most of what I had originally lost back in 2007. I never felt as if I was making a fool out of myself because I have always been honest.. and its obvious when you do not hear me talk about it that you know I am not losing anything nor am I trying at that time.. I give everyone credit for understanding weight silence.. and trying to talk about other things.. but it seems to me I have battled the good war for now well over 45 years.. and I am sure it is the longest war in a human's history against oneself.. and frankly I will not give up.. because sooner or later someone has to win.. either the fat honi by killing me.. or the one that really wants to live.. the one over at the new place.. and yes I will continue blogging.. because you guys are were its at.. you are friends and my support.. and even when I feel as if I am the loneliest person in the world.. all I have to do is click here and find out I am not... So why let healthy honi go... Its time for change.. something different something with more Momentum..
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6 comments:
Interesting take! I've been thinking the same things for my blog, :D. ((hugs)) I'll follow you & cheer you on. Even when the going gets tough!
I'll follow you where ever you go. I never at any time thought you were making a fool of yourself. Getting healthy is a journey and many time a struggle. Some battle you win; some you don't. However, you are successful as long as you never give up.
I'm following you. Just love your Blog so I expect the new one to be good also.
45 years of being concerned with your weight is not too bad. Think of me, still struggling on the eve of my 70th birthday and I will not quit as long as I have breath .... although I've been tempted to a few times. My weight has been a major concern for me for over 50 years, even when I was not really overweight so it was all about self image and self appreciation in those early years.
I don't want to discourage anyone here but for me to be in a healthy weight range has become a battle and I don't expect it to end while I draw breath. For some people that is our reality. Even at goal weight I will need to continue to be vigilant. That could be depressing but I know many people at healthy weight who have never had health/weight issues because they have always been realistic about the relationship between food, exercise and weight. You don't have to be neurotic to be vigilant. Which is what I once thought.
You know you can do it but just a whisper in your ear. Sometimes after a major grief/trauatic experience, and your mother's illness and passing was that, it can take a couple of years to get back on top.
Don't kick yourself around. Be kind and count any small good thing in a day as success even if the overall is not quite right yet.
Sorry if this is an overlong comment but I was thinking stuff through as I went.
Blessings and prayers as you re-organise yourself.
Honi- you can do it!! Heading over to your new place now...
Ok heading over to the new place, love the Rocky song!
I went to your new blog space today and it was not found. You still blogging somewhere?? I know I was at your new blog before!
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